running at a standstill

Its been a month since my last post and nothing has changed . I am still workless and lonely in a large group as always. A group consisting of frustrated young males who are away from their girlfriends and some not even interested in girls anymore. It might be another co-incidence that I am again a person with the worst reputation in my ODC which is not my problem anyway .It is the only thing I have worked for so hard and I am happy to get the stares of caution and hatred coming my way . The only thing I am worried about is the fact that I am still without a girl in a city like Mumbai. Not that there are no girls out here but seriously why do you call them girls when some of them are sight to watch just like my roommate when he got full beard and expression of monkey up in his ass. Everyother piece of shit treats other people as if they are distant cousin of prity zinta or some equivalent beauty. The only reason for me to write all this shit is this I got pretty angry with my roommate when he pointed some laughs over me . trying to impress some assholes type girls he might have said something about me that inpired some smirks over their faces . And this is where I got pissed off and with my reputation of delivering the best angry actions , he might as well say goodbye to his vaio. I might not do it eventually but what's tha harm even if I do it coz he will never notice it .