don't know

Seriously, i need some advice from someone who has felt the same. bloody , I run in the race to finish in the last. not that others are good but me,myself is a lazy person who just don't wanna win. crazy it may sound . and no complaints there, it is crazy . I am living in mumbai for exactly 3 months and 3 days . Outta which i don't wanna remember a single event. Not that its ghostly , but because of the ending i gave to the happening. well ,I believe that everything around me happens because I am resonsible for it. How people treats you depends on how you treat urself. If you ignore urself for their so-called grater good , they will also ignore you . I just wanna run in a race that nevers ends so tht I dont have to worry about results and all. Thats the difference between dreamers and achievers . Dreamers close their eyes and dream and achievers open thier eyes, burn their sleep to achieve their dreams . See how intelligent I am but still I will fail . even aftre knowing the path to success i will not choose it , coz it seems mechanical and a fake way to achieve . Please help me out. I dont want no advice. I want a person who can turn me into a successful person from 'potential' successful person .