The Turning point

The turning point came in 2001 when a guy with a naive, aimless life was brought in a bigger, badder, meaner world .
when we shifted our home from rani bagh to pitampura in '89 , i express my wish to go to D.L.D.A.V model school to my mom . it was a fabulous building for me considering my old school.
My mom told me she will get me enrolled in there at right time. she did it in '01 when i was about to leave my first (better) school. right timing,right acts, right ambiance, right new friends everything going perfect for a newcomer in a big school. I got a little too happy for myself . New group was a hip group, i enjoyed their company for a long time but gradually as career took the the front seat , i just lost myself, my friends and my time . I cant say goodbye ,that's a problem with me. so i try to be a stone hearted person to people i like . This is the thing i still haven't change about myself , maybe because i cant do it. all this is because of my insecurities of losing and this happens because i never owned ,possessed anything .
I am not trying to victimize myself......
its just the way it i am......
that's 2 academic yrs of high school.
I don't remember more and please don't remind me of those days..........